It is unbearable.
I cant stand it.
cant.
I am really angry.
I am really mad.
I felt like a total loser.
the more i suppress,the more i can feel.
the more i say i dont care,the more i care.
so,what now?
i cant suppress.
i cant forget.
sing it like you feel it.
act it like you feel it.
yea,the freaking truth,i m sad.
i m so down.
because
I felt like i am humiliated.
2014年8月16日星期六
2014年2月8日星期六
a total failure
haiz..
and one super failure thing
I dont have a goal.
No driving force to push me.
Stay at rest.
An object at rest tend to stay at rest;a moving object will continue to move with constant velocity unless it is acted upon by an external force. lol newton first law
best theory to describe my current situation
except for the first 3 months in the year 2013
I found the rest of the months meaningless and pointless
keep procrastinating,keep playing...play play play and waste waste waste the precious time
haiz.my 2013 is gone.
a total failure.
me.
please be a human.
laziness please go away.
and one super failure thing
I dont have a goal.
No driving force to push me.
Stay at rest.
An object at rest tend to stay at rest;a moving object will continue to move with constant velocity unless it is acted upon by an external force. lol newton first law
best theory to describe my current situation
except for the first 3 months in the year 2013
I found the rest of the months meaningless and pointless
keep procrastinating,keep playing...play play play and waste waste waste the precious time
haiz.my 2013 is gone.
a total failure.
me.
please be a human.
laziness please go away.
it is striking me again
its has been 2 years.
and we left high school for one year already.
time flies.people hv changed.but my mind still remains the same.
thinking about the same person all of a sudden.
giggling and smiling when gazing at the photos and conversation we used to hv.
what happen to me huh what's wrong?
It just cannot be controlled.
My heart,my mind.
We encounter many people in our lives;
but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts.
and we left high school for one year already.
time flies.people hv changed.but my mind still remains the same.
thinking about the same person all of a sudden.
giggling and smiling when gazing at the photos and conversation we used to hv.
what happen to me huh what's wrong?
It just cannot be controlled.
My heart,my mind.
We encounter many people in our lives;
but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts.
2013年5月10日星期五
First week of college life.
I am in the new phase of life.No more secondary school,no more uniform...I am a college student, pursuing A level currently. 18 already!No more immature thoughts,have to rely on myself;be independent.First week of school was ended.It's going well,I think.I made new friends and met some old friends,too.College life is fun.So is A-level.LOL It's tough!After months of playing,I already forgot some of the facts I have learnt in SPM.SPM is way too easy compare to A-level.I really have to work hard and also smart to excel this time.No more leisure time on weekdays.Anyway,I will strive hard to succeed.Soon,I will tackle all of these A-level subjects.Fighting!
2012年9月16日星期日
2012年7月22日星期日
This blog is deserted for a few months.
For you,who is reading this,
I am glad that you are here.Thanks for dropping by!
So,here's my story today.
I know I am not brilliant.
I am not intelligent.
Keep on humilate me!
that will be the source of energy,
what drives me to succeed.
I will not stay on the ground
will beat you down instead!
For you,who is reading this,
I am glad that you are here.Thanks for dropping by!
So,here's my story today.
I know I am not brilliant.
I am not intelligent.
Keep on humilate me!
that will be the source of energy,
what drives me to succeed.
I will not stay on the ground
will beat you down instead!
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