thinking about am I an abnormal girl?
maybe I am.
just now view kent's facebook ,his status saying about me...
he says,couple like not couple.siez.
fine lor,if he think like that,then what can I do?
listen it,I didn't avoiding you
people say,if you care someone,
no need to do anythings and he/she will feel that be care ,love
but why did he don't
I don't want to be a girl , I don't how to be a girl or human?
I don't want same with others girl that ...(don't how to explain and I can't explain)
I taught I change it but not so
I think I 'm abnormal (that's real)ya,I'm.tell you all honestly...
ow!what am I saying about?!
that girl hate me,I know.maybe not hate but jealous?
I hate this kind of girl totally traditional girl .
why your world just about these , don't have anything to do else?
I gotta be strong , just keep moving on !
full of challenge ,I like it!
many road and side that I gotta across ...
remember that last time I across the road with xiao bai xiao huey them,so scare ,many vehicles.
if I want to end my life,I will not use this kind of methods...xD
unless I can dead with a comfortable status...
oh my god!what am I saying about?
mental ill , sot jor...
childish , childlike , naive,ya I am.
not 100% girl = what?abnormal?
please,don't get me wrong.
←childish ,naive maybe that's my inner personality or that already a truth?
(today my brain full of question marks)
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