It is unbearable.
I cant stand it.
cant.

I am really angry.
I am really mad.
I felt like a total loser.

the more i suppress,the more i can feel.
the more i say i dont care,the more i care.

so,what now?
i cant suppress.
i cant forget.
sing it like you feel it.
act it like you feel it.

yea,the freaking truth,i m sad.
i m so down.
because
I felt like i am humiliated.

a total failure

haiz..
and one super failure thing

I dont have a goal.
No driving force to push me.
Stay at rest.
An object at rest tend to stay at rest;a moving object will continue to move with constant velocity unless it is acted upon by an external force. lol newton first law
best theory to describe my current situation

except for the first 3 months in the year 2013
I found the rest of the months meaningless and pointless
keep procrastinating,keep playing...play play play and waste waste waste the precious time 
haiz.my 2013 is gone.

a total failure.
me.

please be a human.
laziness please go away.

it is striking me again

its has been 2 years.
and we left high school for one year already.
time flies.people hv changed.but my mind still remains the same.

thinking about the same person all of a sudden.
giggling and smiling when gazing at the photos and conversation we used to hv.
what happen to me huh what's wrong?

It just cannot be controlled.
My heart,my mind.

We encounter many people in our lives;
but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts.