what again?!

saying what to be said will require serious thought and considerable courage.
like what I saw in the paper about Aries today.
it got me right 2day ><

speechless la.I dunno what to say le
never want my words lead to conflict.
super fed up with these days n months...

your attitude are unfriendly.
U know?it offended me,indeed...
when I was talking,u like never listen,or,u dun even want to bother me.
sounds so familliar right?like what happened on u be4...
cant u feel it?and u wanna behave like this now?

a thousand sorry for what I did be4.
and I never mean it...
and the time I wanna change,wanna smile n swap jokes
you behaved like this.
this is unbearable!!

so sad la,I've been thinking so much 2day...
imagine that if every day see the face like this,
no any respond when I am talking,
what will u feel?

looked like u r so force to be with me .
I cant take it anymore...
seriously,2 years already.='(

why is it so hard?

It's killing me,now!
what to do then?I don't know.
just realized something as BOOM!
really wanna boom right now.

seems like lose everything.
know what?such a loser!
I can't accept the truth

I watched a nice movie.
it's about an ambulance girl.
it taught me,
if i m not mistaken,she said,
fear is a hologram,
but if we clear our fear and go on,
we realized,fear is just an illusion.
I strongly agree. :)

Trouble,just a part and parcel of our life.
it makes us grow stronger,maturer...
anything~I don't know.
Just want to live my life just the way I am.
better let bygones by bygones~

I used to be like that.
I don't want to be like that anymore.
but now,the bastard forces me to behave like this !
I always respect him.always do.

whatever happens,I try to chill out.
not calm down.I cant.
better sleep.the best cure~

第六感告訴我非一般的事件coming soon

感覺，非一般的。

她讓我承受這种感覺。

我其實也蒙在鼓裏。

對方想幹什麽？

感覺對我說的悄悄話

我暗戀某人。(O.0)|||

對方的一舉一動

令我有了遐想。

感覺也告訴我對方也是如此

欣賞我的人出現了

你對我有另一番的特別

其實你不曉得很久之前

你在我心中已很特別了

所謂的安靜王子

一點也不安靜

他的行爲讓我反胃

not my cup of tea anymore （=

假期不好玩

我的任務還未完成啦。

我不要儅廢材嚄. 

just want u to care about me...

chill out.

心情低落的很。

真的，胸口已闷了一天

唯一 可以让我寻回自信

唯一 可让我开心的，没了。

算了吧 是自己没有用

我无能 =]

做任何事

都是失败画上句号。

我输了。

你永远都是我的偶像

唯一可以做的

就是付出10倍的努力了。

下个月5号

就倒数1个月了

仅剩的一个月

3 Anggerik 会是如何的呢？

以为自己很惨吗？

原来世界上还有人比我更惨

有看新闻吗？

8名港人在菲律宾枪杀事件

就这样，忽然间，痛失亲人。

从前

很多、很多事情

留下现在的遗憾 后悔

现在的我还会重犯吗？　

痛恨自己如此的状态

怎么了 不忿就去扭曲现实呀

去 去 去 等什么

等到人老珠黄才来后悔啊？

朋友们，其实你懂我现在的心情吗？

其实 一个人，那一天开不开心

7成，是因为与朋友的关系。

有时候，我只懂得怪你们。

自己错了，没有脑袋想。

可是，死党们，你是否知道我在想什么？

有时候，你们看到的我，真的得是我吗？

我对你们来说，其实重要吗？

我其实什么都不相信。

我只相信我自己

可是最近我都对自己失去信心了.

love at first sight

I am,an ass,I felt like.
I used to be stupid,but now I won't.
act like a fool,so vivid in my mind.

aiyo,spend time for those dilly-dally's things.
my 2 hours are gone...
nevertheless,I have done a few revision.
cuz I like to burn the midnight oil more.
maths wor,how to revise orh?
So,wait till the wee hours la...x)

have no choice.what to do?
the situation forced me to adapt.
yor,really mood less lo.
everything around,seems to be worse and worse.
stop being worse.
fight against it!
I don't want to be a loser.
many tasks to succeed arh~!

yesterday,xiao huey's birthday.
but,I didn't celebrated with her.
sorry,I think I'm not a good friend btw.
really,I hope u r happy.


healthy life,I want.
good result,I desire.
craving for a better life.




___end

I didn't make my day.

is,around the corner.haha,I'm not mentioning about PMR or trial : p
but yet,trial is soon coming,next week.
try to buck up my studies asap! since I'm so late to revise.
don't u see I'm less online these days?haha =]

I'm really fed up with myself.
act like a fool =X
no more no more

left aside,nonsense things.
focus ba.
enjoys insanity.

那条如塑胶般的糖果
很有型 我喜欢 ;-)
不过颜色素好像很多
百分之二十会致命~

发现自己笨拙了.
很讨厌.
有时候predict的事情，真的发生了.
out of sight 了的东西忽然出现真的会吓到 @@
还是老样子 没变过.

忽然间觉得生活艰难，
一切只求平凡就好。

真的很讨厌
犹豫
这两个字。

邋遢 很贬义词
最讨厌发生这样的事。x(
最好别啊.


katy perry的歌，让我听得很有feel.
有时候 累了 都会盖上耳机听的。

`` You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy

You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever ``
..........


take it easy.
I wanna sleep now,indeed.
but,can't. x0